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Subject: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 10, 2014 9:29 am

Chester 8 July 2014

IT WAS BETTER IF I WERE KILLED this morning
WAS BETTER if I did, A DEADLY ACCIDENT WITH THE SCOOTER

HAVE KILLED ME ANYWAY, SEEMS TO ME TO LIVE A NIGHTMARE,
ARE DEAD TO BE ALIVE ..........
and I hope that Andrew, Ilaria, Katienne ( i can't say Gianluca, because he is autistic ) will read me , to day or one day !
Your mom to day ............... is as dead , because I CAN'T SEE YOU ANYMORE, and I can't talk to you anymore........ and you know why?
Because somebody say , that i am crazy, and not give me the chance to prove and demonstrate, that I AM NOT.

They closed my case! Given me only 10 days (usually give 30 days)
to appeal.
I only have 10 days to find a lawyer that I can pay in installments, and it 'also summer, lawyers are on vacation,
and will have to 'sweat, more' than already 'do, to be able to pay for it, sacrificing everything' that gain, just to assert my rights as a mother.
I'm not a drug addict, I'm not an alcoholic, and I've never been in prison.

And I work two jobs at the contact with the public, customer service, every day, and several hours a day, and as I could, if I'm crazy?
I also asked the judge ............. how could I?????????????????

I can not live without you, no, you are my life, my loves!!
The only reason that your mom and 'here, here in Richmond, United States ..............................
and 'for you, ONLY FOR YOU!
I do not have a family here, do not even have real friends here, and you do not even know that I no longer 'a boyfriend, No, Wade and I no longer be' together, and a few days before Christmas.
Mom lives alone in a rented room, from the first of January.
That I no longer 'car, which mom had to sell last year to go to Italy to find a job, which I have not found to be able to afford a lawyer to assert my rights as a mother, a mother who loves her children and shy do not give up for anything in the world.
Unfortunately, I have news for you, for you my children adorable, and also to all my friends and family.
If by July 16, do not have a lawyer to appeal ...............
And I'm doomed not to see you no more ', not even to talk with you over the phone .....
I have no reason to exist, but I am against suicide, 'cause if I kill myself, I can only prove that I'm crazy as they say.
So, Mom, do not have a reason to stay here! Anywhere in the world
go ', but I can not stay here no more', know that you are here, close to me, and I can not see you, I embrace you, pamper you, love you, not even talking ......
No, mom does not make it 'more'!
I can not even go to Italy, do not give me a job ...........
Go 'well, maybe California, Florida, New York, or Dubai, or Australia or what ever ....................

Sonia starts again,
goes away,
after 14 years wandering, again. I shot throughout Italy and much of Europe, even in many places in the U.S., I was still too long, you start on a new journey, no matter where ............
I do not have a place here, and in any other part of the world, around the world and 'a place as any ............... no one waiting for me!
It 's time to move like a gypsy, who I am, yes I've always felt a gypsy!
This must be the reason for my existence, I have never been too long in the same place, usually every 10 years, now 14, I was 14 years in Naples and close to 14 in the United States (including Florida, San Diego, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, and Virginia) and here 'in Europe, France, Switzerland, England, Germany, Belgium, Amsterdam .......... what will be' my next port?
I do not know yet!

And I'm also deciding as to leave ............ I love my scooter, and I will not sell it, I paid the insurance until next year, does not need to be inspected until next year, I continue to pay every month, and it would still be the most 'economical means of transport, with $ 5 premium gasoline, 120 mile ............. I'll move' with him, mile after mile , for a new adventure ............... will be 'exciting! I had to go out tonight, I'd still be on time, but I need a shower, the pub closes at 2, is 00.25 ........ and 'too late! Ago 'anything, I took Thursday' rest, I will not go 'to the restaurant, and I have to work Sunday at Radio Shack, usually when I'm free and I go to the restaurant, and then Thursday' see if I can get an interview with a lawyer I still have not given up, let's see how much he ask, what conditions and iF I WIN, 'cause if I have to work like a mule, to give money to a lawyer, or even win the case, not' just a lost cause, it should be for me a huge sacrifice, and pay debts for the rest of my life, a life that not even I can get, and I am 48 years old and I have nothing! It should work as long as I live, to keep myself together!
No, and if I get sick, leave me to die also.
I want to die free
I want to be free to live my life,
I want to live one day at a time in my life, without fear of anything, be free to go anywhere in the world
I'll work 'the' where do I find work and start again and on my way, that aimlessly, like a gypsy, like a vagabond!!

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 10, 2014 9:31 am

I HAVE DECIDED Anyway, I did a long ride with my scooter is 5 and more 'in the morning and I am fully convinced of my decision! I'm leaving! The first of August, I do not have to pay the rent and all that gain, more 'what I already' have and going to California, I have to study well the map, to see how and from where and to where, and with my scooter . I'm good at Radio Shack, I'll ask for a letter of recommendation,reference, so my manager, already 'knows everything, unfortunately he saw how upset I was and I told him everything, absolutely everything, and I also said, if I do not find a lawyer. I do not stay in Virginia ....... I'm leaving, I said in Italy, but I can not, in California, the climate and 'mild, and I know people in both San Diego (30 minutes from Los Angel's) and I know of various types in Los Angeles, even here on face book friends, who know me also as a mother when I was in Pa and they are transferred there '! I have friends and even more '! I work for Radio Shack, or even ask for O 'Charley's, or .......... found here, I find there, I not find? I go to La Vegas' most northerly, where and 'full of mess' , casino, and restaurants. I'm done here!! My children? seek them for me , I have stopped since February, when the grandmother died ', I sent my last message to my children, that their have never answer, I wrote private messages to my children through face book, they made me stop by his father . Honestly? I have sent them into counseling, their did not miss me and they do not matter, 'cause I have super suffer, and get into debt, when already' do somersaults, and work too much ! Remember, it was for me, I have to learn to love me, that NEVER 'NONE, will have' everything from me to just take advantage of it. Sacrifice for love, and love too much............... what I find? What i have ?Wounds that are already 'been licking, and are healing, and should not ever again' to be re-opened, and I do not want NEW ONE, I have already 'too many scars, they are marginalized, and also marginalized this too, soon or late.

I'll let 'my things to Walt, hoping that .............. so, things are! But I have so many memories, but I also have them in my heart, in my mind, and in all my writings here, on my forum bubbles, the email I sent, I send, private messages, I left memories EVERYWHERE ..... to me that ........ reread ', and for posterity will read, my children, for example, one day perhaps decide, to learn more about their mother, crazy, YES , but are not sick. Are madcap, are, Sonia, a part of me does not want to grow ..........? Or grow old? From positive, I do not want to grow old, and many people think that I do not want to grow or mature, WHY ', the rest if you grow up and mature who said you have to stop being a kids, all the fun of play is only when you are kids? There 's light outside the window, like vampires hahaahah go to sleep before the sun burns me.

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 10, 2014 9:40 am

you can not understand me, I know, I know that you are too little, and believe that i am crazy , because somebody say so , and i know that I'm not normal, I know it 'alone, who says I'm special, some say I'm crazy, some say that i am supernatural and those who say that I'm reckless
I am a bit 'of everything .........
But above all, I am brave, I am not afraid to live, I'm like an 'Indian, like a gypsy, like a vagabond.
I have the strength of the spirits of my past lives, and 'awareness of a soul who lived centuries
after centuries, life after life, I am an old spirit warrior and fighter.
I know ', I am aware!
I have a sensitivity 'profound and strong , that few have, that I do understand, guess!
I recognize the danger, and I have a readiness in the reflexes. Having also a cold blood
in situations that require it, I know how to survive in any situation, the experiences had,
(too many) in this life and in all those of the past.
It 'a matter of belief, I believe, I live on my chapel in my mind and in my soul.
And sometimes I sleep in the sense that I do not feel anything, they are like frozen, high sensitivity 'that I have for all, strong intuition, hunches that I'm not wrong!
At this time a week from now, the part of Sonia, paranormal, and 'awake, attentive, observant, understand, perceive, feel, see, situations' where almost all others can rarely.
It is a gift that I have always ......
It 'a special gift that I have, which is not always' on alert, it depends ..........
situations, and especially when I'm depressed, and I seek refuge from life.
But it 's me! It 'part of me, after a long hibernation ........... there is' waking up, sometimes even scares me this precious gift, sometimes it's me that I avoid, because'?
'Cause it scares me!
'Cause I do not know to handle it well, unnatural fears, perhaps I do understand to much. and discover think the way that came to me .
Maybe I do not want to see and fully want understand ..........
why 'and' unknown!
'Cause ............... does not' part of a normal life like other human beings.
Let's say I have powers.
Real powers, which are to alert and at other times they sleep, as if I had no more 'sensitive , no more power to these perceptions ............ ......... when I am on certain situations.
I could not even tell you how it works, and why ,this back and forth, came and go.
And there 's also the fear of being judged insane, mad, crazy as they did and do.

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 10, 2014 9:42 am

everything happens for a reason
everything that happens to me in this period
coincides, events, discoveries,
situations
led me to the only conclusion
to be the time that I must go away from here, from Virginia
seems a matter of circumstances, they want to tell me
Sonia
be time to raise the sails and go
and also with situations of miracles
like today, I go to work, and I find one of the most 'senior manager of the store
The one who hired me, and that he is' just moved from another state,
which was the banquet that I could succeed in this job.
I took the opportunity to speak with him before in the back office.
I explained my situation, that I love working for this store, I was uncertain beginnings to, 'cause I do not know' nothing about electronics, but that the training has helped me a lot, and the desire to learn and thus be able to 'advise the best customers, has led me to success.
In fact, there are visible results for my sales, even better than the others that I work with.
In addition, customers have done surveys in my favor, they expressed their feelings, and they gave me high scores, using my name.
Monday 'evening, July 7, (7 and not' my lucky number, other events have occurred, not pleasant, day 7) my eyes have seen
imagery
that I could not even describe to you, how could they make me feel
imagery
I have imprinted in my heart, in 'soul
and the next day
Tuesday 'July 8 in court, I was shocked and killed
I now have the license for the scooter
Everything, and much more that I have not yet written
led me to a unique solution
Sonia have to go away
On January 7, my grandfather .. and 'dead
September 7, 1998, all successes are a series of events
I have killed Sonia
completely
the plane that I took flying lessons
suddenly the engine stopped 'and made an emergency landing and dangerous, but we did not get anything I and my master pilot.
The engine of the boat that I was racing for waterskiing
was lost
I went to the cinema to see Titanic at the end of the first half the film burn '
and before I went home ............ the man I was in love
phone 'and told me that he came home with his wife!
When I broke up with my first love
I was in Pescara, a few months after I moved in Salerno, more than three hours' distance, to the south of Italy
When I left with Mimmo, another boyfriend, I'm as mad,
I have combined all the colors
After that I died in 1998, I was able to resurrect, when I came in 2000 in the United States
especially when the bargain 'desire, a dream, more' big in my life
was fulfilled '
a son
actually two twins ........
I wanted the male and female he
I had to do like in the movie that my kids adore,
I had to go with Andrew in Italy
and Ilaria stay here with my ex-husband
(the movie with the girl twins, but Mom come back 'in England and the other rest with her father in the U.S.)
Then I was depressed for years in Pennsylvania,
and are reborn, when I was in Virginia
Now? In late 2013/2014
I died again ............. .......... I have to find a way to resurrect again
and 'time to raise the sails to the wind, even with hair in the wind, because I ride a motorcycle
and I did not say my first flight when I was 20 years old, and ran in France
to avoid becoming an alcoholic, or even worse
It work!
Must 'work this time too.

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 10, 2014 9:48 am

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Fri Jul 11, 2014 3:36 am

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this was post be from the one that love their mother ..... well ........ maybe i pay the fact , that i not love much mine, from some years, for a good reason !!! but i did, i did for so, so many years, and very much too !!!

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Fri Jul 11, 2014 5:04 am

And sorry really sorry ........
if I'm 'doing what I'm doing and' for my children
if in case something should happen during this trip
I want my children to know how much I love them
and if one day they want to know who was their mother
find my writings
I wanted them to learn from me to be strong, to be brave, to love life as Sonia
even in the most 'sad and not always beautiful days
to love nature and animals
the sow when they were little ones I put in them
and we even traveled together many times, played, sang, danced
I wonder if they remember
and if they will remember
I often recalled episodes of what were little children, babies, with many photos and many filims
I made them laugh when I told him about what they did when they were infants
I miss to die!!!!!!!

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Fri Jul 11, 2014 6:14 am

I miss our songs
having no more 'car, I do not listen to our CD
I post here, even if you tube with time will take away ', but the title remains
we pretend to dance, all together, even danced the car?
Now mama do so
that the scooter dance

Now the you ready for our song ?
There came

Gianluca too , love this song Surprised

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Fri Jul 11, 2014 7:21 am

Well I can't found the song that i want put , anyway going round in this forum,
that tell all lot of you, all 4, even is write in Italian, mom have make the diary , day buy day , years after years , tell all are story with all the friends here, the only that i have , because i was home with you all day long and all night too .
And i did found .......
Now i will like to know if you remember this video and this song, that we have dance not stop, and i do remember that you guys haven love it very , very much , that I did play it maybe 10 times at day

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Sun Jul 13, 2014 5:50 am

this song too, we have sing and dance it many times
will be are song ......... one day ........

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Tue Jul 15, 2014 9:20 am

even the video say X4

lovvuuuuuuu babe from your mom, very , very much
and with out see you
yes i can go crazy

Surprised

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 17, 2014 3:27 pm

And you ready ?
We can dance , how always we do
yes i do want see it !!!
Do it , shake ,
what ?
Go! Do more , show me !!!

GOOD JOB !!!!!!!!

     a nd



came on you can do it much better


Mom love you guys so much , for ever and ever , for the rest of my life !!!

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Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 17, 2014 3:33 pm

we always have dance
Mom love to dance
i hope you still do it
dance not matter what
life is WONDERFUL
SMILE
remember any problem have solution
maybe not what you want
but anything ......... be just okay, fine
life go on, think about tomorrow, to day will be gone soon
yesterday is all ready past

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Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 17, 2014 3:35 pm

Katienne ............. mom love this picture so much
not last the sense of humor
i ask you to smile ....... and you ???
Look what you did

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Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 17, 2014 3:45 pm

send kiss to mom

mom never wanted stop to kisss you , all of you , all 4

Andrew is my BOY !!!
You look like me, you are a leader Amore mio
you will have susses in life !!!
I know it !!!

Ilaria ........ you are my fussy , drama Quin
i hope you learn to be strong
to be confident , not be the shadow
not be your grammy
and you .... resemble my face, my body ,
you are very beautiful , as me !!!

Gianluca , you are SPECIAL
MY WISH is that , one day you will talk
you are a genius , more the many other

Katienne you are my fairy
you're smart, and as mom you love justice
not matter that you are blond
you will be the best not like blondy girl

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 17, 2014 3:54 pm

Andrew you love this song
you will be !!!!

but remember what i want that you need to know
MONEY not make happy not body
i am not billionaire
but
I AM SO SO RICH
more rich the anybody
I HAVE LOVE FOR ALL
i am SPECIAL
beautiful in side
i not say it by my self
is what all who know me SAY SO !!!
and you are so rich to
LOVE LIFE , LOVE GOD , LOVE WHAT GOD GIVE TO US !!!

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 17, 2014 4:02 pm

Ilaria i can't found your song, i will
anyway mom love you
i don't like you , because ....... you not understand
and do the opposite of you are and post do
BE YOU , enjoy life
not be a drama Quin please
but
I DO LOVE YOU
you are my daughter, part of me
of my blood
and appearance, you like it or not
we look like, you are
my little me

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 17, 2014 4:10 pm

AND YOU LOVE THIS SONG
as mom do too

Gianluca you .................. my special gift
i tell you late
what you are for ME !!!
Mom love you even more
and ................
i did anything i for give to you the best
we are in Virginia by choice of the best State in the USA
for autism
what say to me the first specialist
make mom cray
but give to mom
the strength to fight
'cause I will go' up in the world
I find 'ways to make you talk
I know your voice your first words
up to 18 months
What caused your autism do not know '
but mom will not give up
nobody knows' still
but will 'that day
you will not be considered ..............
different
'cause you are SPECIAL

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Thu Jul 17, 2014 4:20 pm

this is your song Katienne from when you was still baby
every times i hear this song i think about you
your first word was NO !!!
No, was for all
and after
ANYMOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !!
With the foot step in the floor
la mia munella
my rebel
The Blue Angel
with a italian temper
lovvuuuuuu
mom write lovvuuuuuu and not I love you
because , i love the way that you was say it
i learn this word LOVVU , from you
and all my friends here , in this forum and face book
know it !!!
All know about you guys , because everyday mom have write
about me and you all
8 years together and by self
me and you 4 ............
mom race you for 8 long years
in mild of not where .......
in the snow , and with NOT HUSBAND
Mom teach you how love you dad
even never home
i make you guys ...... LOVE YOUR DAD
even never HOME !!!

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Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Fri Jul 18, 2014 12:02 am

I forget to say to watch the video of the song above
that is the world , the beautiful world that God give to us
not belong to anybody, Park state or what ever
that the gift of God , to us
is the world that he crated for us
and we destroyed , because the technology
because we want MORE , we never happy
we forget what leave is, we love what is EVIL
you know what is the power of Evil
MONEY !!!!
For money we killed each other !!!
We have war , we destroyed each other
other people like us
same that we better of other
WE NOT !!!
We are all the same
we all are the children of God
we all are special
we became not , because we believe OTHER
not more valor in this life
the only think that we believe is POWER !!!
Be better of who?
For who ?
Read mom book, learn some
Mom not is crazy
mom is different
i BE ME , for what i am
and I fight for what is right
and on other song that i do want dedicate to you is .......

Mom love this song , from so, so many years
i didn't know what the song say
because , i din't know English
i never learn it until i came here in the USA
and i can't say even HELLO
mom learn for 12 years France
and learn little Germany
and some of Arabic (mom was talk with anyone in the world
because mom LOVE people , LOVE learn from people )
and in Italy was coming many people from Africa
in the summer sell jury
and they know France , so all the time theat i talk with them
we have a game , i teach them Italian and they teach African and Arabic to me
so i do know few word , important
Hello and i all ways want know how you say I LOVE YOU
and also , how are you .....
i know to say so in so many language
'cause ....... is part of LOVE
Mom born on Valentines' Day for a reason
the day of LOVE
because i am LOVE
i love LOVE !!!
and on other song that you know that mom love so much
is this

and mom have many friends and all the know
about this song .......
and MY FRIEND ALL KNOW
that i am like this song
i be there not matter what for them
and here in this forum, mom ...........
help people
give love and hope were not is not more
mom teach LOVE , give LOVE
cure the Soul , because people get HURT
and mom know what means BE HURT
but, I learn to not give up, to have DREAM AND HOPE
to be positive not matter what
to smile even when you want cray only

Who know mom , have all ways say

Sonia ........ not matter what happen to you ......
you still smile and laugh
even maybe few hours before i was desperate and cray
i have the power to laugh or smile for .........
little thinks that can give me joy .

You not remember , but i do have the video
we from Virginia came back home
to Pennsylvania , many hours of drive
we found the house full of water
was lings of water every were
and was so cold too
Mom with all you 4 little
fix it, by self
go to the city buy a machine for suck all the water
all night, you was sleep in my bed
we not even have electricity
we warm up sleep all 5 in my bed , with many blanked
we survive
and mom for break fast
have make mess and we laugh
and i did make the move, for not forget
that not matter we going through
we can have FUN

ONE DAY a man in hospital
were you father send me too
say to me
you spell wrong your name
you need spell it
SO NICE I AM
So n I am

In Italy we do not have a middle name
ONE day a special woman
say to me .......
why do not have a middle name
you need one
i give to you one .....
one that will be you
Happy
that is your middle
and from that day mom say so to people
is Happy !!!!
Because , not matter what I AM !!!
I need be !!!
I found the way to be
that why , mom go to California
i need to found the way to be happy
I AM NOT
you father say that i am ........
let go ..........
if i am not happy is, because you are my kids
my life
my lover
you mean everything to me
you will be the ONLY LOVE
that will never BE OVER for the rest of my life
not matter that we not see each other
Mom LOVE YOU !!!
You are in my heart and in my soul
and I DID TOLD YOU
even when i will be gone
I die
were i will be ?
In your heart
we will be for ever YOU AND ME
and we will be together ANYWAY
in other life
as spirit
mom is Buddhist, how you know
i did teach YOU
and Grammy did it too
So .........
you know BETTER
God , Buddhism and Reiki
go together
we are Energy
we are spirit , that leave life after life
the body die
the spirit NEVER DIE
we leave for ever and ever .

Yes , mom is like the song
know to much
that why I AM CRAZY
I will post on other video for you
and fro to day ..... i am over
was post be my day of
want enjoy this day .....
but
who is important in my life ?
You !!!
So not matter , i know that it
will not be
wast time
Mom want just teach to you
who I am
what I KNOW
and mom say the true ....
mom say thinks
ONLY when she is SURE !!!
Means that mom
tell you RIGHT
I am a Teacher
and i can't lie to my kids
i am a good mother
and a good teacher
i teach LIFE
and cure soul

lovvuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu



Ups no!!!
Mom is CRAZY !!!

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Fri Jul 18, 2014 12:04 am

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Mon Jul 21, 2014 2:43 am

Yes Ilaria
was me
the same time
I lovuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Mon Jul 21, 2014 4:27 pm

Mom will leave soon in 9 days
i can't go if i can't see you
one more time
i need too
i don't give up

i will be as ghost

i did see Ilaria

i do love you so much, is hard what i need do !!!

i not want be so far from you guys
if anything happen to you
how can I be there

you will be in my pray
and i am there with you
ANYWAY

with my mind
with my heart
i will be
as this song
that i all ready dedicate to you .......

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Wed Jul 23, 2014 4:50 pm

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How BEAUTIFUL you are !!!!!!!!!!
as always , i need still picture ................
for see you

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Wed Jul 23, 2014 4:52 pm

and i have to post , even ............. with ................ your dad
not matter , i will wait for him , ONE DAY ..............
i will see him where belong

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yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee che faccia da GATTONE Cattone, e ............... sacc io

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Wed Jul 23, 2014 4:56 pm

Amori di mamma ............

i am so happy that you love this dog,
i see how friends you are
Amore believe him, talk to him, HE know HE feel you all ( AND ME TOO]
he will protect you NOT MATTER WHAT
he know EVERYTHING ......HE will give is life for you ( AND ME TOO)
believe IS TRUE

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Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Wed Jul 23, 2014 5:02 pm

Katienne, you hear grow ......... i see you again, not to short , please !!!
Let grow long long long as me .............

i love youuuuuuuuu

Ilaria, you need cut more and more
because your need to be strong
i hope will be !!!
Use ORGANIC shampoo the same that use mom

lovvuuuuuuuuuuuu

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Wed Jul 23, 2014 5:06 pm

me tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo !!!!

How many times , we laugh with funny video ?
hahahahha

i wish that i was there with you

well you will came see me in California when you want too

i take you guys in San Diego where born Andrew and Ilaria

and sure i will take again to Pocono Mountain tooo
WERE born Katienne
and FOR SURE 100%
i take you guys in italy
were born Gianluca
WITH MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
your dad LOVE italy
we went up down and he know Italy 2 times before meet me
He wish to leave in Italy

TO BAD.......... you will with me
him ????????????
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SORRY

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Wed Jul 23, 2014 5:09 pm

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Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Tue Dec 09, 2014 12:32 pm

I back after long time
because ......
everything
as Always
happen to me
I was post go to California ....
I am in Italy
I did call your dad for your birthday
of Andrew e Ilaria
and when was Katienne birthday too
the only number that mom was still remember ......
I lost mi cell phone ......
i don't remember and i don't have your number anymore
and you dad not answer ..........

when i came back here i see that many picture that i put of you guys ....
don't show anymore ...... so the last post-it that i write
look like stupid
is because the picture are missing
the are at there , but not show , i don't know why
i will try to fix it

i love you
i miss you all

you have not idea how much .......................

but ..........

i will came back soon
and not body will stop me ANYMORE to see you

I PROMISE IT
give me some more time
after Christmas ................
maybe i the spring
and this time , you all see
i can have the visitation
i not ask nothing more
but
i have the right to see you .....
and next time that i came back
will happen !!!!
I hope that you can read me here
that you know ...........
that mom ............
miss you all and never and ever i can forget about you all
i will NEVER AND EVER stop love you al
BELIEVE , just believe the is the true
i am here for you ANY TIME you need me
and i know how..... i let you know about this
is up to you ...

MOM WILL NEVER
NEVER
GIVE UP
until i have life
I WILL NEVER GIVE UP
YOU ARE MY LIFE for ever and ever , and even moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Sat Dec 13, 2014 12:06 pm

I call you every day Andrew
( i did found your number )
you do not answer ......
I send many text messages to you
I leave messages on the answering machine also
I also talked to your dad ......
who had
promised to let me speak with you guys
WELL
after I answered all the questions that he wanted
in the end, he finished the call slamming it in my face
and blocked my calls

What should I do more ..............

I miss you all TOO MUCH
but you all
do not want to communicate with me
Why '? I lovvu you all ..........
Surprised

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Sat Dec 13, 2014 12:31 pm

your little cousins
they asked you to be your friend on facebook
Mom playing with them, they love me
My nieces adore me, they always want to be with me
do homework together, we go out
they quarrel with each other, for ....
who should sit next to me at the kitchen table, when we eat,
I have my nephews ....
and not MY CHILDREN
well
when you miss me '
you are going to see me on the diaries on facebook
of your cousins Valeria and Luca,that who you know Now,
I know that you know it !!!
Because , also you all , or you dad block me to your facebook
MOM never give up
NEVER

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Wed Dec 17, 2014 8:32 pm

Hi my love !!!
Mom is very busy and I
use the cell phone for connect to internet
I don't use to do it I always used the computer
not easy for me now with the phone.
But I will learn it and will be better.
Also we have different time , hours
when here is day time for you is night .
I did stop to call because i use to much minute
for call , allow message to the answer machines
the text message that I send
to you Andrew and your father too.
I do have unlimited for Italy
but for US i have only 500 text, 500 minute every month
I have already used half of the goal
for nothing, because i didn't talk with you guys at all.
I hope that you will communicated with me some how !
Here, to face book , with phone , email
how ever , i do miss you all ......
I just want to hear from you .... how are you all
what you doing ? How is school .
Just talk about how you guys spend the day
I don't know nothing about you from more 'than a year.
And you don't know about me also.
I miss you , please Andrew, Ilaria , Katienne
TALK TO ME some how
mom not is crazy , not know about you make me really crazy
because I do love you to much. Surprised

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Sun Mar 19, 2017 6:29 pm

I LOVE YOU !!!!!
Mom is here ......
when you need me ............. you just call my name , and i be there !!!!
YES I do, and you know it too !!!
Not matter what ........ I AM YOUR MOM !!!!

Subject: Re: Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katiennne Sat Jun 24, 2017 12:24 pm

Hi my love
Andrew-Ilaria-Gianluca-Katienne
I Love you
i do miss you so much
Is summer the school is over and i don't know what you guys doing
I am so proud to see that you do good in school (i know it because I look for you guys every were)
I can't stop to look for you, to love you I will do everything for you guys, you are my love, my life
Mom never give up !!!
Surprised

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